self portrait #21: 3.13.09
i am not this painting
not this messy un-raveling
thing dripping red and orange
all over the page.
something is gnawing on
the inside. something is
liquefying me and
immobilizing me and.
eating doesn’t help and
running doesn’t help and
sex doesn’t help and.
i crave passion.
i hate silence.
why did [] this to me?
why did [] cut so deep?
[don’t] say something or
[just] fuck off
JANEisnotplain 3.13.09
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